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Subject: GM
- Carl: Good morning. :) It was nice to talk to you last night and I look forward to seeing you tonight. I read your blog and I always kind of walk away scratching my head. LOL. :) I never know if you are talking about me and I never just want to assume you are. I was thinking Sivar is probably Josh, which I could be wrong on as well. But is it me that you feel is not talking to you about anything that has substance and not inquiring about you? I know you said if anyone ever has a question just to ask or if they don't like it to hit the little "x" in the corner. So I figured I'd ask because I don't ever want to "x" you out. Have a great day and can't wait to see you. -Dan
- Carl: First things first... I love that you read that. It's huge for me. I don't know why, it just is. Every time I try distancing myself from you, you pull me right back in and remind me of all the little things that attracted me to you. ;) Thank you... You have officially made my entire week. I needed this. ;) Sivar is ...from my childhood. And I am most definitely not talking about you in regards to not talking to me about anything... that is my recent past. You are one of the few that is completely open and honest and because of that interaction, it's hard to settle sometimes with others. I feel you and I can talk about most anything, sensitive or not. Please don't look further into the Sivar thing than what I said. I've known him for 14 years.. half my life. It's not a romantic thing at all... simply knowing without a doubt, that someone gets you... ya know? Sometimes, it takes me off guard how much you see and understand... perhaps that's part of my hesitation... I don't know. ;)
- Carl: Well I'm glad I made your week, even if it was unintentionally. LOL. :) And quit trying to pull away from me Jerkface, or one day maybe it'll force me to pull away from you and then this whole wonderful thing will blow up on us. I like what we have and I'd hate to lose it. Like I said I've never opened up to anyone like I have you. I've always had walls up around me and somehow someway you tore them down. I feel vulnerable but sometimes maybe that's not the worst thing if you are vulnerable to the right person; To a person who won't play on it and take advantage of it but to someone who appreciates the fact that you have allowed them in unconditionally and the fact that you can act in a completely uncensored manner when you're with them. Maybe just maybe in that instance it is actually a good thing to feel vulnerable. :)
