March 2009
1 post
Carl: Good morning to Nikki, Addi and Steve. Steve? Where did Steve go? LOL. :) Hope u didn’t have nightmares last night. :)
February 2009
7 posts
Subject: .
Carl: I sure hope you like my hair and enjoy it now because at this rate it's all gonna fall out in the next year. So frazzled over here....
Nikki: Aw... sorry to hear that. I guess we could opt for a toupee and some really strong glue. ;)
Carl: LOL. :) Thanks for the smile. :)
Re: Even Facebook says I'm awesome...
From: Nikki
To: Dan:
What kind of mystical being are you? Your Result: Werewolf
You are THE ABSOLUTE greatest of all mystical beings. If you received this as your result then you are obviously awesome.
From: Dan
To: Nikki
Well if Facebook says you are awesome, and you say you are awesome, I think it’s conclusive you are awesome. :)
Subject RE: This weekend
Nikki: I am cracking up. lol Something is killing my chi... and I need to figure out what it is.
Carl: I have no idea what this email means. Chi?
Nikki: lol.. poor Carl.
CHI (the circulating life energy that in Chinese philosophy is thought to be inherent in all things; in traditional Chinese medicine the balance of negative and positive forms in the body is believed to be essential for good health)
Carl: Got ya. My apologies I'm not chinese.
Subject: GM
Carl: Good morning. :) It was nice to talk to you last night and I look forward to seeing you tonight. I read your blog and I always kind of walk away scratching my head. LOL. :) I never know if you are talking about me and I never just want to assume you are. I was thinking Sivar is probably Josh, which I could be wrong on as well. But is it me that you feel is not talking to you about anything that has substance and not inquiring about you? I know you said if anyone ever has a question just to ask or if they don't like it to hit the little "x" in the corner. So I figured I'd ask because I don't ever want to "x" you out. Have a great day and can't wait to see you. -Dan
Carl: First things first... I love that you read that. It's huge for me. I don't know why, it just is. Every time I try distancing myself from you, you pull me right back in and remind me of all the little things that attracted me to you. ;) Thank you... You have officially made my entire week. I needed this. ;) Sivar is ...from my childhood. And I am most definitely not talking about you in regards to not talking to me about anything... that is my recent past. You are one of the few that is completely open and honest and because of that interaction, it's hard to settle sometimes with others. I feel you and I can talk about most anything, sensitive or not. Please don't look further into the Sivar thing than what I said. I've known him for 14 years.. half my life. It's not a romantic thing at all... simply knowing without a doubt, that someone gets you... ya know? Sometimes, it takes me off guard how much you see and understand... perhaps that's part of my hesitation... I don't know. ;)
Carl: Well I'm glad I made your week, even if it was unintentionally. LOL. :) And quit trying to pull away from me Jerkface, or one day maybe it'll force me to pull away from you and then this whole wonderful thing will blow up on us. I like what we have and I'd hate to lose it. Like I said I've never opened up to anyone like I have you. I've always had walls up around me and somehow someway you tore them down. I feel vulnerable but sometimes maybe that's not the worst thing if you are vulnerable to the right person; To a person who won't play on it and take advantage of it but to someone who appreciates the fact that you have allowed them in unconditionally and the fact that you can act in a completely uncensored manner when you're with them. Maybe just maybe in that instance it is actually a good thing to feel vulnerable. :)
Carl: Good night Beautiful. :)
January 2009
8 posts
I wish I had a clone, but I know I wouldn’t be able to live with the bitch.
Numb
Confused + Sad + Lost = Numb I feel Numb.
Posted by Really? at 9:30 PM
1 comments:
Nikki said…
I wish there was something magnificent I could say here… everything seems trite, though. I read this on a blog once… rings true today. “Wish you were here. Wish I was there. Wish it was different. Wish wishes came true.”
“Goodnight Nikki. Thanks 4 being so real w/ me tonight. I love u so very much.”
– Carl, January 14, 2009
“Term of Endearment. :) As in I Love U Jerkface. ;)”
– Carl, January 13, 2009
Carl: Where did you get that most recent photo of me on Uncle Daryl, terrible. LOL :)
Me: Check again and tell me if you remember. :)
Carl: Is it the nasty ass burger joint? I'm not one to bash pix of myself cause I usually don't care, but that one is just bad.
Me: It reminds me of the drunkenness :)
Subject: Sigh...
Me: I would rather shoot myself in the face than be here at work any longer...the only reason I am not... I don't have the energy to type up the instructions on how to clean up a dead body for my co-workers.
Carl: Easy there drama queen. LOL :)
Me: Hush yourself. It was a cry for help. Thank god you don't work for the suicide hotline.
Carl: LOL. :) Hey don't do it. I love you. Your daughter needs you. You have friends and family that love you. You got your whole life ahead of you. The sun will come out tomorrow.
Me: Ah jesus... you had until the sun thing... now all I can see is you in that red Annie wig.
Carl: I panicked my phone was ringing as I was typing. D*mn it, I hate that little orphan.
December 2008
18 posts
“I just got done talking with u an hour ago, but I miss u. I wish I were with u....”
– …Me, Dec 30, 2008
Dec 25, 2008 Dan: Merry Christmas to the woman I love. ;)
Dec 23, 2008 Dan: You’re always on my mind. :) Love u baby! ;)
“How are the two most wonderful girls in Downers Grove doing today?”
– Carl, Dec 24, 2008
Dec 21, 2008 Dan: Stay warm Babe! Brrrrr!
thresca:
Jason Mraz - Details In The Fabric
“Your email made my heart smile. :) I love u so much Babe.”
– Carl, Dec 16, 2008
“Que mes baisers soient les mots d’amour que je ne te dis pas.”
– Let my kisses be the words of love that I don’t say.
I miss you. That's all I know right now.
“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that...”
– Billy, Age 4
“You are nothing short of my everything.”
– Unknown
Subject: .
9.Dec.2008 Dear Hottie McHot:
I hope your day is going well.
Sincerely, Horne
Subject: GM
8.Dec.2008 Dan: Good morning: I know we both got pretty stressful weeks ahead work wise; Good luck with yours! I looked at Uncle Darryl this morning. :) So it appears as if I’m a co-author. Does that make me an official blogger now? LOL. :) I love you and I’ll talk to you soon.
Me: Good morning to you as well, my fellow blogger. ;) I guess that does make you a blogger, huh? I...
Its weird how much i can physically ache when i’m away from you, my love.
Subject: :)
3.Dec.2008 Me: Gooood Mooorrrnnniiing,Sunshine! ;) yay… Happy Dan day. Can’t wait to see you. Love you so very much!
Mr. Man: Good morning: Another crazy day. Hey I’m going to work through lunch to make 5:00 happen so if you’re up for it I’d like to take you out for dinner when I see you. Love you Lots. - Dan
Me: Look at you go… you’re so dedicated. lol...
“It’s my 2 1/2 hour night 2night looking forward to it. Happy...”
– Carl, Dec 3, 2008
November 2008
15 posts
“Oh, you have met your match Jerkface! LOL ;) I Love U Baby!”
– Carl, Nov 30, 2008
“I think you are funny, witty, intelligent, and beautiful both inside and out...”
– Carl, Nov 29, 2008
“I like you.”
– …Dan, Nov 29, 2008
“I LOVE U! I LOVE U! I LOVE U! I LOVE U! I LOVE U! I LOVE U! I LOVE U! I LOVE U!...”
– …Dan, Nov 26, 2008
“Well, just know as intense as your feelings r 4 me, mine r equally as intense 4...”
– …Dan, Nov 24, 2008
Addi, Dan & Chuckie Cheese
November 21, 2008
Have a great day and email /call me on when I can expect 2 c u and Addi, anytime after 4 works for me. I can’t wait!
Thanks for inviting me out with you & Addi tonight Babe. I had a great time! Can’t wait to c u
tomorrow. I love you oh so much.
I'll be holding u all night 2morrow w/a smile on my face. : )
...Dan
“Goodmorning Sweetheart! Its finally Nikki weekend! :)”
– …Dan, Nov 21, 2008
“I love you so much. You have me 100% totally and completely uncensored.”
– …Dan, Nov 14, 2008
“I just can’t say it enough I’m so incredibly in love with you. you...”
– …Dan, Nov 12, 2008
“What I’d give to be laying in bed with you. Just the thought of it makes...”
– …Dan, Nov 10, 2008
unexcitable:
It Just Is - Rilo Kiley
Today...
“Alright Baby Doll I’m going to call it a night so I’m reted up to...”
– …Dan, Nov 6, 2008
Subject: Oh. I forgot...
6.Nov.2008 Me: So, I sent Dan a text and told him that it was National Men Make Dinner Day and I felt like I was getting ripped off. He replied, Go talk to your roommate. LOL… That’s why I like him! :) lol
SG: LOL - AWESOME! Go Dan :)
Me: Speaking of out of hand emails. Since October 1, when Dan sent me the first office email, we have exchanged almost 600 emails. It’s...
“Thanks 4 always thinking about me and putting me 1st. It means A LOT to me. I...”
– …Dan, Nov 1, 2008
October 2008
37 posts
Subject: Potential deal breaker..
29.Oct.2008
Me: Are you a fan of Monty Python and The Holy Grail? Or Monty Python in general?
Mr. Man: I have seen the Holy Grail and though I don't know it terribly well, I do recall it being pretty hilarious. I have seen other Monty Pythons and not been so impressed. Please let me know if the deal has or has not been broke based on my answer to I can set up evening accordingly. LOL :)
Me: Uhm... lol Scale time. ;)
Mr. Man: Read my next one. Leave me alone. I already admitted my typing shortcomings. I think my fingers get nervous when they type to you. :)
Please let me know if the deal has or has not been broke based on my answers so I can set up my evening accordingly. LOL : ) I swear I type so purple when I type to you. I'm just thankful most of my other emails don't normally go out looking so awful.
Me: LOL... you crack me up.
no... you are good to go. Monty Python and the Holy Grail is one of my nerd feti#hs. I love it... the absurdity and hilariousness has yet to be topped. And I, just like you, have not been as impressed with other Monty Python movies. pat yourself on the back... you just got another point. Actually, you should get 2 for that one. ;)
Oh.. and another one for the email wording. It made me LOL a lot.. And even if it had been a deal breaker, your other chickas can wait. I still need something to entertain me after work... and you're always good for a laugh. ;)