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Carl: Good morning to Nikki, Addi and Steve. Steve? Where did Steve go? LOL. :) Hope u didn’t have nightmares last night. :)
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I hope you can understand why I had to make the decision I did.
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Pisces and Cancer Mushy, sexy, spiritual, raunchy, drug-drenched, sensual, hallucinatory and wildly bewitching. (Source: AquarianAge Romance ) For Cancer: You and the Fish are probably the two most sensitive signs of the zodiac. Although you can comprehend one another you can also play emotional games and hurt each other. This connection can work if you communicate openly and honestly. ( Source: Love Test ) For Pisces: You belong together. You are both sensitive, weepy and love to dwell in self-pity. This is a great match, certainly lasting, however someone negative and moody. ( Source: Love Test ) Together they can make their dreams a reality. Both are emotional and sensitive to each others needs. A harmonious match. An affectionate, sensitive couple. The two can make their dreams a reality. Pisces provides the love and Cancer provides the protection and together they feel secure. Both are responsive sexually. Cancer must take the lead but Pisces will willingly follow. A wonderful match. Cancer devotes itself exclusively to insecure Pisces, and , in turn, Pisces idolized Cancer. A very compatible pair. ( Source: Astrology Fun ) Cancer Man & Pisces Woman The Pisces lady will melt in his warmth and he will drown himself in her considerable charms. One of the very best combinations. ( Source: AquarianAge Romance ) This is tied with Scorpio as the number-one soulmate match for you. Together, a Pisces girl and a Cancer boy add up to a deeply romantic pair. The love, passion and tenderness that can happen in this relationship are so incredibly, wonderfully romantic that it’s almost unreal. You will be very attracted to each other physically, so the kissing will be sweet and sparkling. He will also see all of your hidden, special qualities and he will idolize you and make you feel like the most special girl on earth. Together, you can tune out the world and create a dreamy love nest for two. This is a perfect emotional and romantic match for you. A soulmate love match. ( Source: Jellybean’s Astro-Soulmate Guide ) There’s comfort in having someone in your life who shares the same worries and concerns, and that’s exactly the case when Pisces girl joins up with Cancer guy. The only potential problem? You both have a tendency to dwell on the negative when things aren’t perfect, and someone needs to lighten the mood. As long as you can do that, this relationship can be smooth and wonderful. ( Source: FUNgirl - Astrology )
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Subject: .
- Carl: I sure hope you like my hair and enjoy it now because at this rate it's all gonna fall out in the next year. So frazzled over here....
- Nikki: Aw... sorry to hear that. I guess we could opt for a toupee and some really strong glue. ;)
- Carl: LOL. :) Thanks for the smile. :)
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Re: Even Facebook says I’m awesome…
From: Nikki To: Dan: What kind of mystical being are you? Your Result: Werewolf You are THE ABSOLUTE greatest of all mystical beings. If you received this as your result then you are obviously awesome. From: Dan To: Nikki Well if Facebook says you are awesome, and you say you are awesome, I think it’s conclusive you are awesome. :)
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Subject RE: This weekend
- Nikki: I am cracking up. lol Something is killing my chi... and I need to figure out what it is.
- Carl: I have no idea what this email means. Chi?
- Nikki: lol.. poor Carl.
- CHI (the circulating life energy that in Chinese philosophy is thought to be inherent in all things; in traditional Chinese medicine the balance of negative and positive forms in the body is believed to be essential for good health)
- Carl: Got ya. My apologies I'm not chinese.
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Subject: GM
- Carl: Good morning. :) It was nice to talk to you last night and I look forward to seeing you tonight. I read your blog and I always kind of walk away scratching my head. LOL. :) I never know if you are talking about me and I never just want to assume you are. I was thinking Sivar is probably Josh, which I could be wrong on as well. But is it me that you feel is not talking to you about anything that has substance and not inquiring about you? I know you said if anyone ever has a question just to ask or if they don't like it to hit the little "x" in the corner. So I figured I'd ask because I don't ever want to "x" you out. Have a great day and can't wait to see you. -Dan
- Carl: First things first... I love that you read that. It's huge for me. I don't know why, it just is. Every time I try distancing myself from you, you pull me right back in and remind me of all the little things that attracted me to you. ;) Thank you... You have officially made my entire week. I needed this. ;) Sivar is ...from my childhood. And I am most definitely not talking about you in regards to not talking to me about anything... that is my recent past. You are one of the few that is completely open and honest and because of that interaction, it's hard to settle sometimes with others. I feel you and I can talk about most anything, sensitive or not. Please don't look further into the Sivar thing than what I said. I've known him for 14 years.. half my life. It's not a romantic thing at all... simply knowing without a doubt, that someone gets you... ya know? Sometimes, it takes me off guard how much you see and understand... perhaps that's part of my hesitation... I don't know. ;)
- Carl: Well I'm glad I made your week, even if it was unintentionally. LOL. :) And quit trying to pull away from me Jerkface, or one day maybe it'll force me to pull away from you and then this whole wonderful thing will blow up on us. I like what we have and I'd hate to lose it. Like I said I've never opened up to anyone like I have you. I've always had walls up around me and somehow someway you tore them down. I feel vulnerable but sometimes maybe that's not the worst thing if you are vulnerable to the right person; To a person who won't play on it and take advantage of it but to someone who appreciates the fact that you have allowed them in unconditionally and the fact that you can act in a completely uncensored manner when you're with them. Maybe just maybe in that instance it is actually a good thing to feel vulnerable. :)
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Carl: Good night Beautiful. :)
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I wish I had a clone, but I know I wouldn’t be able to live with the bitch.
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Sometimes I hate being an adult.
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Goodnight Nikki. Thanks 4 being so real w/ me tonight. I love u so very much.Carl, January 14, 2009
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Term of Endearment. :) As in I Love U Jerkface. ;)Carl, January 13, 2009
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- Carl: Where did you get that most recent photo of me on Uncle Daryl, terrible. LOL :)
- Me: Check again and tell me if you remember. :)
- Carl: Is it the nasty ass burger joint? I'm not one to bash pix of myself cause I usually don't care, but that one is just bad.
- Me: It reminds me of the drunkenness :)
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Subject: Sigh...
- Me: I would rather shoot myself in the face than be here at work any longer...the only reason I am not... I don't have the energy to type up the instructions on how to clean up a dead body for my co-workers.
- Carl: Easy there drama queen. LOL :)
- Me: Hush yourself. It was a cry for help. Thank god you don't work for the suicide hotline.
- Carl: LOL. :) Hey don't do it. I love you. Your daughter needs you. You have friends and family that love you. You got your whole life ahead of you. The sun will come out tomorrow.
- Me: Ah jesus... you had until the sun thing... now all I can see is you in that red Annie wig.
- Carl: I panicked my phone was ringing as I was typing. D*mn it, I hate that little orphan.
I wish there was something magnificent I could say here… everything seems trite, though.
I read this on a blog once… rings true today.
“Wish you were here. Wish I was there. Wish it was different. Wish wishes came true.”